Went to school with 'fish' eye..
but whatever, i've got enough. I really dont know how you want me to prove it to you that i'm really trying. NOTHING seems to convince you.

Up till today, you still haven prove to me who am i to you. The care and concern that you've said, just simply prove to me that i'm on my own. Who am i suppose to rely on now when i really need a shoulder? When you're the closest person to me, and thats what i get from you?? Apparently,
you only think that i'm the one who's disappointing you, have you ever considered how i feel when i say those words to you? Do you think that i dont feel any pain at all?

Enough of the unhappiness. now what i really want to do is to prove you wrong, and hope that u'll just stop dampening my mood to say uncouraging words, thats all i'm asking from you.


ANW..
watched EXORCISM.
and i'm NEVER gonna touch that CD ever again..

urgh!! 3AM!!!!!


wanted to make use of the show to scream my sorrows out,
thought abt it again, remembered someone telling me this:
'You DO NOT live your life for them, and definately not him. just work and strive for what i aim for. And shut myself from all the discouraging words and have trust in myself'


Thks C.
thks for being there whenever i need someone ard.
Yours words did leave a great impression on me.

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